Getting Interrupted

22 Sep

God has been interrupting me a lot lately, & I love it.

Let me explain.
The wonderful Shannon that is over Rock Creek’s Women’s Ministry selected “Interrupted: When Jesus WRECKS your comfortable Christianity” by Jen Hatmaker as our Fall study. While we are still in the middle of this study, Jen talks a lot about people who are far too busy “doing church” instead of “being church”. It’s been quite a profound study so far, and I’m so thankful for being a part of something so wonderful. Jen talks a lot about moving when God asks you to move, even if it’s out of what normally happens or what is done.

This morning a mother of 4 came in our office, who had no money, and was simply trying to get to her child’s school where she was desperately needed. Our office doesn’t typically handle situations in this manner, but if we can help we try too. However this morning, all the people who can make those decisions or help were out. She simply asked for 10 bucks. She was desperate and she needed it. I began telling her that everyone who could help wasn’t in the office yet, and that I hated we couldn’t help her (silly, me). Literally I was thinking like the Staff person I was,  but then I remembered something:

I stopped by Tropical smoothie earlier to get my classic Island Green Smoothie. When the guy gave me my total, I remember looking at the 10 dollar bill in my wallet, and something said, “don’t use the 10″. Although It didn’t make sense at the time, I decided to just save my cash and use my card.

Flash forward to me standing here talking to this woman and telling her my job could not help her, and she looked so defeated. However in a split second I remembered something: that I COULD. (Stephanie could). I told her to hold on. I went to my desk  and pulled out that 10 dollar bill folded nicely inside my purse. I remember looking at it, smiling, and laughing at myself. It always amazes me how strategic God is, and how he works. She asked for 10, and I had 10. I handed it to her, and she said” I promise I will try and pay you back”. I looked at her and said, “don’t even worry about it.” She was in shock, I said, “You are fine. Go take care of what you need too.” She just kept saying, really? Are you sure? “Yes I’m sure”, I said. Go ahead. My coworker said,  Are you sure Stephanie? I said, yep I’m sure. God intended that 10 for her, so she should have it.

I walked back to my desk and smiled. I thanked God. I’m grateful I was paying attention. I thanked God for the Bible Study I’m in, for Jen Hatmaker, for the women of rock creek and the blessing they’ve been in my life. For a woman sharing her story last week at Bible Study about doing “for the least of these”. I thank God for showing me in the last years who he really is and what he’s really all about. He’s about US”being the church”.

If you are my friend on any Social Media,  you may notice I’ve been posting a lot of nontraditional (some may call it unorthodox thoughts on Christianity and Religion, and it’s because God has been Interrupting me a lot lately.

When I moved to AR, I felt alone. I felt like I had no one. Then one night, God met me in the middle of my living room floor. All these years I had been going to church, following the “how to be good” rules, doing good for others when I wasn’t consumed with church activities, but always within my own comfortable boundaries, However God met me in the one place I least expected. From then, he started pulling me in directions where I was working in service areas. I attended several different churches, but I still felt him pulling me and leading me to see things on a different level.

I’m  at a point in my life where I just want to be used. I want to be the person God has called me to be, and I want to serve even more of my fellow brothers and sisters the way he sees fit. We each have a part to play, and something to give. I’m not comfortable with just going to church on Sundays, singing in the choir, going to conference, or revival. It’s not for me anymore (I don’t think it ever has been. ) I’m thankful for my home church and my family who instilled in me the desire to follow the cross and introduced me to Christianity, but we are called to do and be so much more! God met me in an unexpected place, and he’s calling us to the unexpected and unnoticed places to do his supernatural will. Although this morning’s interruption was a simple 10 bucks (nothing great about that), it reminded me that we are called to be different. We are called to the “Yes”es in life that Bob Goff so graciously discusses in his book. We are called to help and not turn our heads when others say NO.  I’m sure if you look and listen real close, you will feel God telling you to take a closer look at the people and the places around you, and try to interrupt you the same.

As Brandon Hatmaker stated God told him, “What you have is not yours. You have a lot to learn. The first is this: You can trust me when I call.

My question is, Are we REALLY Listening?

Love you. Hope this blesses you as it so blessed me today.

I leave you with a video from Jen Hatmaker:

Until Next Time, Much Love

Mrs. Spj 🙂

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