Prose to Ponder 1

5 Sep

Cloudy thoughts to today
Clear memories of the past.
Trying to live in the presence of myself
and deliver myself from the absence of
what use to be.
How do you find yourself
when your so deeply lost
Smiles replaced for tears
The pit of sorrow in seconds
After all of these years
Standing in the midst of a thousand,
yet feeling the lonely number one.
What is this state of being called?
Who is it Ive become?
Longing for the happiness
deepy rooted down inside
Not beaming, nor screaming,
I just wanna run and hide.
Maybe something’s wrong
Or Maybe you just don’t understand
Or Maybe I don’t get the big picture?
Maybe, no one can. 

Mrs. SPJ 🙂


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